Time passes by with happiness and joy :)

Today,school was ok.It was teachers day.I played football. Got so many opportunity to score but did not.After that,we had normal lesson.After school was the best...Me,Bibi and Ashley went for go-kart.It was fun.When i was driving,one of the back tire came out.So i got out of it and drove on another go-cart.This time,the bumper came out.Haha.

Half-way driving,Ashley go-kart stopped.She stopped and wave at us .Haha.I did not know it was her so i just drove away. Sorry Ashley.She was wearing a helmet so i could not recognise her.After we had finished a round,nad came.She did not dare to drive so i took her.

After that,we headed to 1utama.That's where the fun begun. :) First of all,we went to get the tickets.After getting the tickets,we wanted to eat but Yena went somewhere else.So we decided to go and look for her.When we managed to find her,we went to burger king and ate.We talked and laughed so much.The Koreans are funny. :)  We went for a game of pool after that.They had no idea how to play so i taught them.It was funny.

We went to watched a movie after that.The movie was called night at the museum 2.It was funny.The Koreans and i laugh so much and they kept on making jokes.When the movie ended, we went and played pool again.This time,Yena managed to beat me 1 time.Haha.The last game was so hilarious as i  was 3 point down and managed to score 3 point in the role.They were all shocked. 

They got no transport home so i gave them a lift.We laughed and talked so much in the car.We had a great time.I love hanging around with them.:) They are so funny. :)

Here are some pictures we took

When love is felt,thats the day we be together

I thought today would be the worst day ever.Close friend betraying and all.....But then,i realize thats the time where you must be strong.Why must people be sad when the people who caused it was so happy and that person seems like nothing happen.

I could not think properly.When you told me tht,i wonder to myself.If you really do,why would you treat me like tht?Is that how you treat ???

Today english class was the best.I could not stop laughing.Ashley Park,Diana,Yena and Hye Rin make some funny jokes.One of them was so funny which was go-kart.Ashley thought that we could drive the go kart to 1u.So hilarious.They make my day.I was so happy. :)

About me and sarah,things are not working out.We ignore each other,never talk,never say hi or bye to each other.Is that love???i dun think we are working out well.

I dun like fightning.It brings no good.I wanna explain something to this someone.I dun mind if she dun bother.

 

Why must life be like tht??i tried making things better but it did not...Where is my close friend when i needed them?they ditched and betray... 

If you got ditched and your friend betrayed you ,how would you feel?????    Happy??? I dun think so.

Melissa and nadhirah,thanks for being there for me through good and bad times.

This time,i will not care about anything.I will be stronger.Stronger than before.

Even the only girl i am with ignores me.....What in the world happen? Is that love???

I dun enjoy school..Dun tell me i changed...cause it all because of you.

Serious..How in the world am i suppose to know what i did wrong??   I never confront you???I did....You just dun remember.. I dun care????you sure????? 

Tell me what i did wrong then. Can you???

I dun like fightning.....What did i say ????Haiz.no point asking ..you will not tell....You would just say nothing or never mind.i never drag anyone...And yea,if you heard someone saying that i say something about you,then you should ask me....I just dun understand...

To this someone

If you said i did something wrong,i guess you are wrong.You only hear on one side.I know i did nothing wrong ...... If you think i did something wrong,you could at least tell  me and i try to correct it but no.You just ignore  cause of that someone. Seriously,people do have feelings too.

I am sure that you only listen to her as you claim her  your best friend.Seriously,friends should tell friends their mistake so  that they can correct them and not ignore them.

In this world,everyone wants to be happy and not sad.You think ignoring can solve the problem???????

I know who is my true friend and who is not my true friend.

And to this other person,dun think you are so great just cause you came to a new school.Dun even try to act different.

There is something i wanna say to you but i dun wanna....You wanna know why?Cause i dun like hurting other people feeling.I try to guide them and correct them. I dun just ignore them.....Everyone is not perfect.

No point telling you anything...You never listen.  

Today was ok...Relaxed at home.Had lunch then used the com. 

I hope school would be better tomorow..Life in school now is pretty boring.

Who can i trust???no one 

Except 2 people.There are the only person close to me....You know who :)

You both are such great friends :)

A tiring day

Today we had a football match. We won by 3-1.  Today was normal,had lesson as usual.Came back home really tired.Went for tuition.Came back then went to jaya jusco.Bought some stuff and went home.Ate my dinner and then going to bed.

School life is boring now......People changed...I dun understand why must they change.I really miss the old time. 

I am so happy with  my family.i feel happy around them.They are the best.The best of the best ;)

I really hope there is someone who would really understand me. What is the true meaning of love??Have i felt it yet?  I dun think so .

 I wanna thanks melissa and nadhirah for being a great friend.Melissa is a great friend.

I used to think that this someone was my closest friend.But in the end,i realize she is not.

To this someone,

Do you think you are special and all???well you dun.You dun care about peoples feeling.You only care about yourselves.I trust you once.But then you made me untrust you. I seriously thought you were one of  my close friend .

I think no one know me well including Sarah.She does not even care.I dun even give a damn anymore.Let her be with her friends.

No point reading this.  

When the love is felt,that's the time we will be together.

Had nothing extraordinary today...School is getting boring.really boring..I just dun get it...Some of your best friend ditches you for someone else...Maybe tht person dun know the feeling but i know it is not nice and i had lose respect on tht person. 

Sarah had also changed..No longer the way she was before..We barely even talk.I wanted to give her something today but it seem that things were different and i changed my mind.

I guess i save this for someone special :)

Today was not really a good day.Dun wanna talk about it... i m happy now.....i dun wanna be sad ..Tired of it. 

I will do my best in the checkpoint test..And yes,i do love sarah :).. i realize it today after a long time sitting down.

she been sad for quite some time..time to change tht.  

Love you sarah :)

Today,i  work out at the gym in the morning.Bought a drink at starbuck before i got home.Showered then used the com.Heard some good music. I went to wan lee hom concert.His song is nice and his guitar was so cool.

I am going to compose a song.A special song dedicated to someone special.You know who you are. :)

She is the only person who understand and help me go through rough time.She is special and i am willing to write a song for her.

I am going to compose a song she would definitely love :)

Hope you appreciate it :)

Confusion

MY life kinda suck now.....Having some weird feelings.i dunno what to do now.Life is so complicated.I can trust no one.There is something i wanna say so badly but i am worried it will ended up bad.I plan myself to forget it as it does not have any good.  i am happy to have such a wondeful family but i am withdrawing from it..They are all different now.

I promise myself that all i think about now is my study.Nothing else.. :) 

Thank you nadhirah for getting me the tickets..Thank you so much. :) 

I think too much

I thought today was suppose to be fun but no,it was the other way.Went to shin ann house.Was suppose to study but we did not.I felt left out so i just kept quiet and listen to my ipod.Guess i will draw out from the family.Dun think i am part of it .......

Why are they doing this to me???what have i done wrong???You are forcing me to change so badly.....Dun tell me how i became like this.