I think too much

I thought today was suppose to be fun but no,it was the other way.Went to shin ann house.Was suppose to study but we did not.I felt left out so i just kept quiet and listen to my ipod.Guess i will draw out from the family.Dun think i am part of it .......

Why are they doing this to me???what have i done wrong???You are forcing me to change so badly.....Dun tell me how i became like this.