All i need is the love from her heart :)

Hey all,i have not updated my blog in ages...Well,i had no time.. Life is great now. :):) I got my iphone 3gs. :):)

School just started and everything is different now.. There are more students in tenby now.I was watching some videos at you tube and i found something interesting..






There are many type of love in this world... There is a happy and bad ending.. So couple out there,appreciate the person you have now and dun regret and realize it when it is too late. There was a rumour in school saying i liking this girl and all.This is all for now. I will post another blog when there is something interesting. :):) byee :) .

A perfect day :)

Hey guys :):):):) I stayed at the Saujana hotel yesterday.My parents got to stay in a suite. :) We went to gardens just for 1 reason.I made it into the finals for a tap tap competition.I managed to get second place.I was very close to getting 1st place.The prize was RM200 cash and some other prizes. :):) I am so happy. :) Thts all for now. Byee:)

Well,School dance is over..It was fun :):) . Why do i like you?what is so special about you?i was wasting my time..You are nothing to me.Thanks to the people who helped me. I am up high again.I will change myself. :)

Our last day of school was on friday.All of us had to change class which mean we are going to be separated. I really cannot find the right girl to love.I am planning on staying single for a while till i find someone really really special.

You ask me to prove to you.I did but you dun know.i feel like you are using me.Thanks to my family,i dun have to think of you.It hurts.

She gave me the feeling love :)

Hey all,School dance is in 2 days time. HEHE.. I finally found her :):) yay!!!!!

School life is fine. I flirt too much and i got to stop.I finally found her :):):):):):):):) well,i do not know if she feel the same way or not.hahahah .

I went to a french restaurant and had french breakfast.The only food that they serve is bread.Then arrive at school and went for english class.Then went for math.Lunch was so funny.I was hanging out with Melissa and Soung Xin.Had an enjoyable time. :)

Came back home and used the computer.Ate dinner and i guess thats all for now :):)

I am starting to like her. :) :)

This is all for now :):)

School is boring now..at least i am going to the french trip tomorrow hahah.....No girls in school is good for me.The so called 'best friend' thinks they are so cool and all but then they are just some loser trying to be someone else.From now onwards,i will never care about their feelings.

At least i still got some of my really good friend who is not a backstabber and all.

I dun like anyone.No one is the right one for me.Well,guess i got to keep finding :)

Hey all,prom is in 6 days.Well,i dun have a date,.Yena dun feel like going so i am going solo.i do not know who should i ask.I did ask marielle but then she does not want to go as people gossip and all so its okay.I think i have been flirting too much this week.I must stop.Starting from next week,i got to be myself again.No more flirting.

I guess i will be single for quite some time till i find someone who i really like.I dun think there is anyone from our school.I want to enjoy life to the fullest.

I like the song again and again by 2pm. It is a very good song.

Well,thts all for now :)

Love can sometimes be painful.I was wrong for loving you at the first place.I never should.I dunno why i did.I am sorry we cannot be friends.I really need to forget about you.Thats the only way.I am sorry. I am glad you have the others.You will forget that i exist in no time.mayb thats the best for us.

Prom is coming up.I am going with yena. haha .

Love is born.

When you are not by my side,i miss you.I enjoy the time being with you. I love you. I love the moment where you would hug me tight and not let go.No matter what happen,i would always be by ur side.I would not know the point of going to school if you are not there.All i could think about now is you.You gave me a feeling called love.

There are couple out there who love each other so much but they could not be together for some reason.Well, i dun want that to happen to me.I would not know what life would be without you.I dream about you.All night,before i go to bed,i cannot stop thinking of you.You were there when i need you and i was there for you when you were down.All i could think of now is you..But why?Why am i feeling this way?Why is it so painful?

I am sick now but you are the only reason i look forward to school.I feel so much pain in my heart.i got no one to express it out.No one would know the pain i am going through.

Prom is coming up and i do not know whether i should be happy or not.My heart is with you but not the love.

Hey all,have not blog in a long time. Anyway,sport day is over and i managed to win 1 gold,2silver and 1 bronze.Green house won :)

Well,school is boring now.The only thing i like being at school is because of RUI. I miss her. :)
School prom is coming up and i do not have a date.Rui has been taken by Mel so its okay. i got someone on my mind :):)

Shin Ann,get well soon. :).I want to see you healthy and happy and lastly,your beautiful smile :) I miss talking to you :)

Changing link

Heyguys,i am gonna change the link of this blog....Will post the new link the next time i blog :)

YAY!

Yay!!! i am so happy.Sometimes life can be so complicated.

Well,i am not mad at you anymore.I dun even know why would you say it out but its ok.I dun like getting mad at people.so yea i forgive you.

Love is sometimes painful.It feels so pain that you would even cry out.When you are in a relationship,you feel like you are the happiest person in the world but then when it comes to break up,that's when you realized that love is so painful.

I like you but i dun dare to say it out as i really like you.Sometimes i wonder to myself.What would happen if i tell you i like you?Its a question which is hard to answer.I really want you to know but it is so hard.I like talking to you.

Melissa is one funny,caring person.Known her for quite a long time :) :) :) :) She is always there for me.A really good friend of mine..I dunno what would i do if i did not know you.Thanks for always being there for me.

Hey all,sorry for not blogging in such a long time.I just want people to know i dun like her..I seriously dun..I treat her as a good friend but things ended up badly... I dun think i should ever talk to you anymore.The rumours is not true at all......Well,the song was nice so i send it to her to listen..Not like a crush dedication.About the dance,i did not quit cause if i do,she would not have any partner to dance with.....But then,people tend to think i like her...Seriously,i never thought of confessing to her or anything.I thought you were one of my good friend but you are not.

I would like to thank Mel for being such a great friend.. :) :) :)

Sports day is coming up which mean i got to train.... :) :)

My day today was normal:):):) Had malay then english.Then break,talked to many people . :):):) School was normal....After school, i went to the library and talked to nadhirah..had an enjoyable time.

I am glad i have my best friends :) :) :) :)


I dun think you are taking this seriously....So i am letting it go :)

Happy belated birthday :)

My day was okay today.Had fun at nad party.. :)..Happy belated birthday nad :) :)

What a bitch

Well,one of my ex gossip and talk bad things about me...i dun really mind or give a damn..Now you like one of my best friend...But its ok with me..cause i had already stopped loving you long time ago and it was obvious you would go for him..... I dun like talking bad things about people so i will not say anything.

I love you

I love her so much.I cannot stop thinking abt her.. I wish i could turn back time when i could spend time with her...We were always happy.. I should have not let you go ... I love you just the way you are...You always make me smile.. I love those moment.I realize now that i need you..Pls come back to me.. I LOVE you so much ;)

The brighter side of life :)

I realize what i had done before... I will change to be a better person :)  .... There is a few things i enjoy in life..I love my family.I also love 2 best friends of mine :) :). Controlling emotion is a hard thing to do but i manage to do it. :)       

I like this someone :). She is like WOW.... wow wow and wow :). 

I am enjoying life :):):):) wooohooo :)......   Melissa and nadhirah,you are the best !!!!!!!!!

you know who i am talking about...You are such a player..i have just seen ur true skin...... i  thought you were different but no,you are jut you..why did i thought you changed where you are still the same....i really think u are a player now.....

Time passes by with happiness and joy :)

Today,school was ok.It was teachers day.I played football. Got so many opportunity to score but did not.After that,we had normal lesson.After school was the best...Me,Bibi and Ashley went for go-kart.It was fun.When i was driving,one of the back tire came out.So i got out of it and drove on another go-cart.This time,the bumper came out.Haha.

Half-way driving,Ashley go-kart stopped.She stopped and wave at us .Haha.I did not know it was her so i just drove away. Sorry Ashley.She was wearing a helmet so i could not recognise her.After we had finished a round,nad came.She did not dare to drive so i took her.

After that,we headed to 1utama.That's where the fun begun. :) First of all,we went to get the tickets.After getting the tickets,we wanted to eat but Yena went somewhere else.So we decided to go and look for her.When we managed to find her,we went to burger king and ate.We talked and laughed so much.The Koreans are funny. :)  We went for a game of pool after that.They had no idea how to play so i taught them.It was funny.

We went to watched a movie after that.The movie was called night at the museum 2.It was funny.The Koreans and i laugh so much and they kept on making jokes.When the movie ended, we went and played pool again.This time,Yena managed to beat me 1 time.Haha.The last game was so hilarious as i  was 3 point down and managed to score 3 point in the role.They were all shocked. 

They got no transport home so i gave them a lift.We laughed and talked so much in the car.We had a great time.I love hanging around with them.:) They are so funny. :)

Here are some pictures we took

When love is felt,thats the day we be together

I thought today would be the worst day ever.Close friend betraying and all.....But then,i realize thats the time where you must be strong.Why must people be sad when the people who caused it was so happy and that person seems like nothing happen.

I could not think properly.When you told me tht,i wonder to myself.If you really do,why would you treat me like tht?Is that how you treat ???

Today english class was the best.I could not stop laughing.Ashley Park,Diana,Yena and Hye Rin make some funny jokes.One of them was so funny which was go-kart.Ashley thought that we could drive the go kart to 1u.So hilarious.They make my day.I was so happy. :)

About me and sarah,things are not working out.We ignore each other,never talk,never say hi or bye to each other.Is that love???i dun think we are working out well.

I dun like fightning.It brings no good.I wanna explain something to this someone.I dun mind if she dun bother.

 

Why must life be like tht??i tried making things better but it did not...Where is my close friend when i needed them?they ditched and betray... 

If you got ditched and your friend betrayed you ,how would you feel?????    Happy??? I dun think so.

Melissa and nadhirah,thanks for being there for me through good and bad times.

This time,i will not care about anything.I will be stronger.Stronger than before.

Even the only girl i am with ignores me.....What in the world happen? Is that love???

I dun enjoy school..Dun tell me i changed...cause it all because of you.

Serious..How in the world am i suppose to know what i did wrong??   I never confront you???I did....You just dun remember.. I dun care????you sure????? 

Tell me what i did wrong then. Can you???

I dun like fightning.....What did i say ????Haiz.no point asking ..you will not tell....You would just say nothing or never mind.i never drag anyone...And yea,if you heard someone saying that i say something about you,then you should ask me....I just dun understand...

To this someone

If you said i did something wrong,i guess you are wrong.You only hear on one side.I know i did nothing wrong ...... If you think i did something wrong,you could at least tell  me and i try to correct it but no.You just ignore  cause of that someone. Seriously,people do have feelings too.

I am sure that you only listen to her as you claim her  your best friend.Seriously,friends should tell friends their mistake so  that they can correct them and not ignore them.

In this world,everyone wants to be happy and not sad.You think ignoring can solve the problem???????

I know who is my true friend and who is not my true friend.

And to this other person,dun think you are so great just cause you came to a new school.Dun even try to act different.

There is something i wanna say to you but i dun wanna....You wanna know why?Cause i dun like hurting other people feeling.I try to guide them and correct them. I dun just ignore them.....Everyone is not perfect.

No point telling you anything...You never listen.  

Today was ok...Relaxed at home.Had lunch then used the com. 

I hope school would be better tomorow..Life in school now is pretty boring.

Who can i trust???no one 

Except 2 people.There are the only person close to me....You know who :)

You both are such great friends :)

A tiring day

Today we had a football match. We won by 3-1.  Today was normal,had lesson as usual.Came back home really tired.Went for tuition.Came back then went to jaya jusco.Bought some stuff and went home.Ate my dinner and then going to bed.

School life is boring now......People changed...I dun understand why must they change.I really miss the old time. 

I am so happy with  my family.i feel happy around them.They are the best.The best of the best ;)

I really hope there is someone who would really understand me. What is the true meaning of love??Have i felt it yet?  I dun think so .

 I wanna thanks melissa and nadhirah for being a great friend.Melissa is a great friend.

I used to think that this someone was my closest friend.But in the end,i realize she is not.

To this someone,

Do you think you are special and all???well you dun.You dun care about peoples feeling.You only care about yourselves.I trust you once.But then you made me untrust you. I seriously thought you were one of  my close friend .

I think no one know me well including Sarah.She does not even care.I dun even give a damn anymore.Let her be with her friends.

No point reading this.  

When the love is felt,that's the time we will be together.

Had nothing extraordinary today...School is getting boring.really boring..I just dun get it...Some of your best friend ditches you for someone else...Maybe tht person dun know the feeling but i know it is not nice and i had lose respect on tht person. 

Sarah had also changed..No longer the way she was before..We barely even talk.I wanted to give her something today but it seem that things were different and i changed my mind.

I guess i save this for someone special :)

Today was not really a good day.Dun wanna talk about it... i m happy now.....i dun wanna be sad ..Tired of it. 

I will do my best in the checkpoint test..And yes,i do love sarah :).. i realize it today after a long time sitting down.

she been sad for quite some time..time to change tht.  

Love you sarah :)

Today,i  work out at the gym in the morning.Bought a drink at starbuck before i got home.Showered then used the com.Heard some good music. I went to wan lee hom concert.His song is nice and his guitar was so cool.

I am going to compose a song.A special song dedicated to someone special.You know who you are. :)

She is the only person who understand and help me go through rough time.She is special and i am willing to write a song for her.

I am going to compose a song she would definitely love :)

Hope you appreciate it :)

Confusion

MY life kinda suck now.....Having some weird feelings.i dunno what to do now.Life is so complicated.I can trust no one.There is something i wanna say so badly but i am worried it will ended up bad.I plan myself to forget it as it does not have any good.  i am happy to have such a wondeful family but i am withdrawing from it..They are all different now.

I promise myself that all i think about now is my study.Nothing else.. :) 

Thank you nadhirah for getting me the tickets..Thank you so much. :) 

I think too much

I thought today was suppose to be fun but no,it was the other way.Went to shin ann house.Was suppose to study but we did not.I felt left out so i just kept quiet and listen to my ipod.Guess i will draw out from the family.Dun think i am part of it .......

Why are they doing this to me???what have i done wrong???You are forcing me to change so badly.....Dun tell me how i became like this.

Normal day.

Today was normal..woke up and went to school.t.Did not talk to sarah as i dunno why is she sad/mad....Life is complicated. During lunch,i played football and score 2 goals :)... Then had ICT.Did the presentation....then i talked to Shin ann.Before class end,Sarah and Ashley came in to class..so we just talked and  she g2g.Nothing special happened today.

Work out after tht....Then ate popcorn.came back home and chill..Guess that is all for today ...

i am so happy with my family.....

I have 2 great daughter..Their name are Shin Ann and Ashley :)

I have the best wife...Although she is hyper sometime :) i still love her :)

Thats all for now .

I love you ,Sarah :)

A tiring day

Today was a tiring day.Had muscle soreness everywhere.After break,i went for PE.Did a 100m sprint.Was so tired till i did not care about running at my full speed.Then i went for the math test.Was ok but was lazy to think properly. 

After school,went to talk to my wife.I am gonna miss her.I got to wait for 2 days just to see her.

Stayed back at school.Hang out with Shin Ann,Ashley and Chua for a while then went to the multi purpose hall that i cannot play cause of a competition which will take place in 2 hours time. Then i walked around school while hearing music.

I went to the canteen and talked to shin Ann and all again.Went back home after that.When i got back home,i started getting ready for the competition.Although i did not manage to win but it would be a good experience for me to learn.I went back home with so many soreness.Was so tired.

I am planning to increase my running speed.Feel like i am slow.

I miss Sarah.I hope she does too.:) 

I love you,Sarah :)

The end

Today would be the day our relationship ended.I felt the pain and it is not nice. i do not know what to do.Why do you treat me like this?what have i ever done???? i really hope i forget about you fast. I dun wanna regret..........

You seem like you dun care.you seem like i am invicible.What am i to you???

I just really hate life now...it sucks...screw everything

Today was a normal day.Stayed at home the whole afternoon. Had a nightmare...Woke up sweating..I had 2 nightmare at the same day.It was shocking....Sarah had not called at all.Guess she did not care. Haiz she changed.... Prefer her last time but what can i do ??nothing...... She is no longer how i thought she was.Its just different.We are not even as close as we were before.Again,like i said,i can do nothing.  Hope she is not reading this.I just want the old sarah back :( ....I love my family.We are always happy :)  

Went out with my bro and nad yesterday to 1U. We watched a movie,play pool and walk around.It was also my youngest bro birthday.We went to this baby store and decided to get nad a small dress.It was so funny but in the end,she dun wanna wear. Haha,it was hilarious. 

SARAH,at the moment,i dun feel like talking to you or anything.Maybe you are happy this way.Yea should be..... 

I love you,Sarah

Sarah,1 more day till we get to see each other.I feel the pain when i could not see you for 11 days.You may not feel but i do.

Is this true love? We are meant to be?

I love you so much..Its not just love but more than tht. Every second of my life,i would only think about you :)  

I love you Sarah :)

What a day!!!

First of all,talk to Sarah early in the morning.Was happy to hear her voice.I talked to her for so long that i dunno how many minute had passed.After that,i went to the gym.Work out super hard for sport day during June.Planning to get all gold medal. :) and i know Sarah will get all gold medal too. I then watch a movie called race to witch mountain.The show was ok. Then,i went to my grandma house.Had dinner there.The food was delicious. :)  Then i got home. Used the com for a while.I felt boring so i played with my smaller brother football. It was so hilarious.Then,we played some indoor soccer.Haha.I laughed so much.

I miss Sarah.It has been 2 days without her and i feel so lonely.Wish she could stay with me.Really want her to be with me now.I LOVE you SARAH :)

Sarah...Come back to me

Sarah...what with you these day???guess you dun care about me anymore.i thought so.Pls call me. how could i sleep without hearing your voice?you fall for someone else?   Maybe you did..i am no longer there.

This prove it.guess you were just messing around with me.Enjoy your life then...Think of me as a stranger.Its OK ....i know why.

Remember when i April fool you on Wednesday.You just said OK..Thts all you said.Now i know........maybe i know everything......Its OK .....go for anyone you want.

I think my guess is correct....ok..........I am letting you go now....you are free. :( .

Sarah...Come back to me

Last day of the term!!!!

Hey all,today was FUN..Me and Sarah are now officially married. We spent the whole time together today. But then,today was the last day i could see SARAH till next term.After cca,i went to chua house.Had dinner there too.Came back at around 9.30. When i came back,i showered then i used the com.

Was bored so i watched a movie after that.The movie was also boring so i listen to music.Halfway listening ,"someone"texted me. I heard she cried so i asked why.She called me to shut up and i was like WTF.So i got really pissed.I am starting to hate her now.

Get out of my eyesight.

Sarah,i really need you now.

I miss you :)

Sarah!!!!! Read this

Sarah,

All day i only dream about my one precious person called Sarah.I miss her so much.I wished that i can stay with her.i cannot wait to see you... I love you my darling :)

Today was an ordinary day.Nothing special happen.But i am happy i get to spend time with Sarah :) 

Thats all for now... I love you Sarah. :)

Ordinary day

Nothing special happen today...School was as usual...I miss Sarah.Holidays are coming and i dun think i get to see her ...i want her to move in with me so that she can be with me forever.. :)

My love for her gets bigger second by second.

Dunno what would my life be without her.

She brighten up my day :)  

I love you,Sarah :)

What is love?

Can you explain love????If you can,that means you dun know what is love....

Love cannot be explained but can be felt.Some people just dun understand the true meaning of it.

I am thinking of my wife. Had not talk to her for 2 days..

That is a long period of time.

I wonder what is she doing now.

I love you,Sarah,my wife :)

The second day!!

This time,Eugene and Sarah had made a wonderful,happy family.They got 2 daughter called Shin Ann and Ashley. :)

 

Today is a Sunday. Dun think there is anything special today. Just gonna go work out and get more muscle :)        Got to  train for sport day on June which fall in the same month as my birthday :) 

Sarah,if you are reading this,i want you to know that no matter what happen,i will and always love you.. Not even death may do us apart.I love and enjoy every second of my life with you :)

All i need is you .

Intro

This will be the first post for this blog.

Hi,my name is Eugene.The main purpose of this blog is to tell everyone the wonderful life of this 2 people named Eugene and Sarah...Feel free to read this blog. :)

I wanna shout out to the world a sentence which considered of 10 alphabet and 3 words.

I LOVE Sarah

From:Eugene :)